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I went running. [Aug. 1st, 2008|06:13 pm]
"Princess,
you are nowhere near nothing.
Nowhere near no one.
Princess,
you are everything.
Everything to this kingdom."

"What? I thought... I thought I wasn't meant to exist?"

"You are meant to do much more than exist. You are meant to bring death to this Kingdom."

"What?"

"It is your future. Your destiny.
No.
Our future. Our destiny."
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Terror Unseen. [Jul. 24th, 2008|11:00 pm]
"Ha, like your so called secret isn't going to be another lie. You  know? I'm so scared. I'm terrified. I'm haunted, I'm worried, I can't feel my heart beat-
all I see is the end."

"Princess, I don't understand."

"Bullshit. Bullshit, bullshit, BULLSHIT. Your job is to make sure no one sees me. Your fucking job is to make sure that when I'm gone, no one remembers I was here. I'm no Princess, I'm a prisoner. I'm a PRISONER, I know that. Don't you understand that I know that? What secret could you possibly tell me that would comfort me, me knowing that I'm bound to disappear?"

Seeing pain makes me realize I cannot give up on hope. Someone has got to believe. Since no one else has figured that out,



that someone has to be me.
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A New Princess Secret II. [Jul. 22nd, 2008|02:47 am]
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She's a monster. [Jul. 22nd, 2008|02:19 am]

"I can't look."

"It's a mirror, Princess, don't be ridiculous."

"I can't look."

"And, heavens, why not?"

"I don't want to see who I am. I'm tired of her. This girl who knows nothing, can care for nothing, will be nothing. I am the Princess That Wasn't Meant To Be, remember? What good are mirrors when all you'll see is a reflection of someone whose existence is ensured not to appear in history?"

"Oh, Princes..."

"I am nothing and I am no one."

...

"It's time I told you the truth, Princess."

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A New Princess Secret. [Jul. 21st, 2008|11:56 pm]

The New Princess wears a tiara.
It's a tiara that loops around her head, almost like a halo in her hair.
The tiara is encrusted with diamonds.
It has leaves and vines of white gold,
spinning around,
and when out in the night,
it's as if the flora of her tiara
is dancing in the moonlight.

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Cut Her Up and Gobble It Down. [Jul. 14th, 2008|05:59 pm]
 I cried a lot today.

A LOT today.

I'm just hoping that means I'm healing.

 

These headaches are murdering me.

The words are murdering me.

These people are murdering me.

 

So why the hell am I still breathing?

 

"Stop it, Princess."

"Even you can't stop tears!"

"I can't, but you can."

"No I can't!"

"Then maybe something is wrong..." 

 

You think?

[Cut her up and gobble it down.]

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Thanks for watching. [Jul. 6th, 2008|10:59 am]
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 And Princess?

 

You know those days,
when you think,
Goddamn,
that was a good day?

Well..

What happens,
when everything goes right,
except for one split second...
and you realize,
one day?
Ha.


I got a whole shitload of one-days left.


So how does this help me any?

Why can't she sleep without those tears in her eyes?
Why are they her sleeping pills,
her bedtime story,
the nightlight that the stars refuse to be?

I'm tired of it all.

Every second.

I'm fucking tired.

"Happiness is a goddamn myth, Princess.
Haven't you realized that by now?"
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Little Dove. [Jul. 6th, 2008|10:52 am]
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Here’s the Deal.

There are choices we make.
I made some wrong choices.

But,
they ended up bringing me to the same place.

Maybe He doesn't hate me after all,
and even if He does,
I don't mind so much anymore.

I'm starting to like me a little.

"Can you whisper in my ear,
and tell me someday I'll be Queen?"

"No, little one.
You're the Princess,
that wasn't meant to be."

"Wasn't meant to be?"

"Hush, now. Thinking only causes pain, little dove."

The Princess whispers, 
"I want to be a lion."

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Gensis. [Jul. 6th, 2008|10:44 am]
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Poison courses through these veins,
and until I realize I'm not dying,
will I realize I'm the host.


I spread the poison far and wide,
it is my future,
it is my destiny.


If only the poison killed me as it it did him.

Or her.
Or him.
Or him.

Or her...
Them.


"Sorry doesn't cut it Princess."

Apparently not.
 
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